Props and Baby Bumps

New goodies and props are popping up in my prop collection and I simply could not be happier.  

I've been browsing the shelves at our local dollar store as they begin to pull out the Valentine's Day and even some very early Easter items.  This is when I can always find things like strings of huge chunky faux pearls to use for a finishing touch over a soft lingerie look for boudoir.  I'm most proud of a collection of lace fans that I found a few days after Christmas as they were ditching the "last minute gifts" that did not sell.  Score six for a dollar in different colors and no worries if they break or rip.

Soon I'll be going back, this time to look for items to use at my up-coming baby celebration and of course I'll be keeping an eye out for props.  One of my all time favorites came from a friend's baby shower where she used flowers in clear crystal slides (made to look like flowers pressed in glass).  Placing this just off center and shooting through it focused on a posing child or baby gives a lovely dual image without having to fuss with layers that may not line up in post process.  This also lets me have a reminder of that party as a paper weight on my desk when meeting with clients or editing in the evenings.

Colors are a big deal for me this year.  I've found that my tastes always seems to float to soft teals, greens, yellows and blues with toddlers and young kids, and deep jewel tones of burgundy, violet, and jade when it comes to adults.  I love a classing pin-up girl touch of red for boudoir, but it has started to land in the overkill zone lately with Rockabilly influence seeming to forget that there are color choices beyond black, white and red.  I'm a sucker for a bold blue because it does such good in the right light, making even simple images floaty and full of an ethereal sense of heavenly beauty.  

I'm going to do some color study images soon for sharing, something to take my mind off how much the pregnancy is slowing down my desire to get out there and shoot.  I also have another shoot in the works with a fellow boudoir photographer as part of celebrating my pregnancy and trying to reclaim some of the strength and drive this has sapped over the last month.  I'm obsessed with doing a henna belly shoot, so I'll be having a ball with sharing those shots in the near future.

Naps Are Sexy

It feels like we've been moving forever.  I know really we are done with most of the work, but all I want to do tonight is take a very long nap.  Things in the new space are about 70% settled and I'll have time to test out the lighting and such by Friday, but for now you can enjoy something a tad different. 

These are test shots from when I set up my first home studio and had to replace bulbs in the studio stands.  I was working solo, so I just placed the camera on my tripod stool and used the timer to capture a few different things so I could see how much I needed to raise or lower the exposure.

The image of my hips and heels is a personal favorite as it was an accident that turned out to be one of the best from that test.  Anyway, hope you enjoy these while I go take a nap!

Photofreak Photography: Shameless Plug Time

Recently I began working on the other end of the lens and staging my return to work as a model.  This has been rough at times and while I miss the thin body I had in college, I am getting more comfortable day by day.  In the works are at least two more shoots with other local photographers, but I wanted to share a few favorites from my first time back in the role of model. 

To see more work from Photofreak Photography or to book your own shoot, please check him out here.

We're Back

After an impromptu vacation from being a responsible adult while we had family medical needs, I am back now, and ready to apologize for my disappearance with the sharing of some great things.  Namely, images from training my apprentice today.

Staging a Coup

My two closest model friends are helping me stage a coup d'état at the end of this month.  Yes, I'll be going back to the lingerie and fashion modeling world to see what comes of this misadventure.

Both are models I have photographed recently and have known me longer than my husband. I believe they have also both seen my old portfolio and know how much I loved to model in the freedom of my unattached college years. At the time I was heavy into the goth scene and took modeling jobs for money to keep feeding myself and buying books. Working and taking a full time course load for a double major in college was fulfilling but modeling was an adventure.

I'm thinking seriously that I might be too old to get much out of it. I'm closing in on thirty and thinking about a second pregnancy once we have a plan worked out for health care and savings. Neither of those is highly conducive to a modeling career. I'm not working a 9-5 day job at the moment and my photography for the year is pretty much set at a plateau based on the remaining weeks to book until the rush of 2014 weddings begin. Income would be wonderful, but my husband has his limits on what he is comfortable with me doing, leaving many of the better paying jobs out of bounds because they require me to be very exposed and I'm not going to push the limits set with my husband.

I'm actually happy that he is not fond of sharing my body, even if only through pixels on a computer. He has no problem that I spend my days with women in lingerie or less, but I'm not the kind of person to go about in less than a scoop necked shirt over a camisole and jeans even when I'm just working around the house.  The idea of posing in something I only wear for him is thrilling and horrifying all at once.

I have no idea where this will go, but I hope I'm not too old to make the journey.

Blue Haired Lady

One of my favorite models came by for a visit the other day to show off her new hair color.  We took a few shots to update her portfolio and while I'm not even close to finished with editing, I love this new look on her.

Big Beautiful Boudoir

After unplanned car repairs ruined our savings for this weekend's trip to the fairy festival, I dusted myself off and gotten right back to taking a shoot and keeping focused on the fact that there is so much I could/should be celebrating. 

A few weeks ago I shared an image and quote from a young woman named Tanya.  She's a beautiful woman and was happy to share her feelings on why boudoir can be so positive for women to try.  Today we had the second have of our shoot, and a good laugh at the long process of me lacing and clipping her into a full boned corset.

Here's a look at this pretty girl and some highlights from her last two shoots.

Why Boudoir?

Boudoir can be intimidating for many reasons; personal image issues with your weight or confidence, the fear that somebody would find the photos or that they will be plastered all over the internet to ruin your reputation, or the misconception that boudoir requires you to be pornographic in some way. Perhaps there is even the feeling that when you hand the finished product to your special somebody that they will be unhappy about the results, or angry that you allowed another person to see you in such an intimate way.

After hearing stories from many of my clients on how this was a huge step outside their comfort zone or how getting their photos back gave them a chance to really see how beautiful they are inside and out, I wanted to share their stories to let you all in on the not-so-secret.

Pamela

A few weeks ago I shared the story of my best friend and her boudoir shoot. She and I were college roommates and have similarly aged toddlers. She is a wonderful person and has a glowing smile, but really never has the chance to shine anymore between her work as a nurse and her work as a mom. I am so pleased she took the time to share her thoughts as her shoot has some of my favorite classic poses.

"Being a mom has given me a very different image of myself an sometimes it overtakes who I feel I am as an individual. For me boudoir was a reminder of that person I am and have always been. It's a way of showing myself I'm not just a mom I'm still woman and that is something to celebrate. It's fun and it's probably outside of a lot of woman's comfort zones (mine included) but the images afterward are incredible it gives you a glimpse of what others see in you not just the physical features."

Tanya

A stay-at-home mother of two that once had some serious self esteem and body image issues, she has had a long road to get to the confident and outspoken woman we see today. I feel blessed to help show off her big, beautiful smile in this surprise sitting done while her husband was out at work. This survivor of a truly unpleasant past is an inspiration for being so confident no matter what her detractors try to say.

"I feel it isn't so much about the modeling as it is about how the woman feels in their own skin. the fact that I have posed for pictures of this fashion says a lot of how I portray myself in my own eyes. Do I have some problem areas that need to be worked on? sure I do! do I have areas that I wish would never see the light of the sun and curse the eyes of others? maybe... but I am who I am, not one single person is going to change that and the ability to be photographed and show that personality, MY personality and my soul and inner being shines through. when I look at any and all pictures taken of me not only do I see body and soul and personality, I also see growth, as a person, and I also see the growth of the photographer. "

Charity

Charity has been featured here on our blog a few times and writes her own thoughts on working as a model in boudoir, fashion and fetish. She is always a pleasure to work with and talk to about many things. I often call Charity when it is time to do a study on poses or for a chance to practice with an experienced and flexible model before working with a client. She is happy to give feedback and honest opinions without overly praising or dragging out a negative when having a bad day. For this reason I respect her thoughts on boudoir as an art form and as a model.

"Boudoir shots for me are all about the setting and the mood. These shots are based on the concept of a lady’s “sitting room” where she would entertain visitors and lovers. They can include nudity and implied nudity but in essence nudity and being scantily clad is not a requirement. Boudoir for me typically uses lingerie and lighting. They can involve props and gloves as well as full body or just an arm."

Writing this and speaking to these ladies has given me the final push to put aside my own insecurities about my health troubles and lingering baby weight. In the coming weeks I will be planning and posing for a new boudoir shoot of my very own. I plan to share some inside images of the process and the results in an up coming blog later in June.

Thank you to every one of my brave and beautiful ladies for sharing this experience with the world. I hope they can inspire you to be brave and believe in your own beauty!  If you are located in the New Hampshire or southern Maine area and would like to book your own boudoir session, please contact our studio for more details.

Beautiful Bride

Five years ago I was a bridesmaid at my best friend's wedding.  I remember helping her into her dress and braiding everybody's hair when the stylist canceled at the last minute and only called about two hours before the ceremony was supposed to start.  It no longer fits, but the dress I wore is still in my closet and reminds me of that day.

After five years of marriage, my college roommate finally made the choice to do some lovely boudoir as a gift for her hubby.  Taking advantage of the fact that five years and two children later she still fits her gown, she brought it along and we told a wonderful story.

Thank you so much for being an amazing friend!

Bridal Boudoir 2013

I so enjoy my work.  I get to spend time with wonderful people, see the beauty in every one of them, and show them a little of that beauty as well.

I am in the process of making a new gallery display for the Akelis Studios website and today made a nice start for the boudoir collection.  This is a recolor of one of my favorites.  The look was so strong even with her eyes closed that I could hardly resist the chance to play with this shot.

Good Bye To 2012

Hell to a happy 2013!

The holidays are gone, and I cannot say I am sad to see them fade into memory.  I always feel drained after Christmas and this year was no exception.  By the time Christmas day arrives I have been covering so many holiday parties and weddings, that I write "sleep" on the top of my list each year when family asks what I want.

With the trees no longer covered in lights it is time for planning the next big holiday for photography... this time for adults!  I am talking here about Valentine's Day. 

Boudoir is always a popular gift for that special somebody and this time of year just increases that focus.  This year I am going to work on planning boudoir sessions without having to drag a ton of equipment out for each shoot.  I am working on changes in how I light and draw focal lines so that everything can be done with just a simple standing light and portable flash.  My ideal would be to have a set-up that can be set or packed in under 5 minutes and prepared to shoot at any location.

I also count this as my time to start focusing on bookings for late spring weddings.  These brides tend to book a little later in their planning and I want to make sure they are not ignored.  Being a budget bride and knowing how hard it can be to plan an elopement without feeling that you have nothing to share... I will be rolling out new offers for small events.

Keep an eye out for the announcement of new packages.  The goal is to produce three new ofers that can work for couples planning a weekend get-away elopement, all the way to the grand bash that every princess dreams about for her wedding day.

It Figures

Photographer Credit  :  Akelis Studios Photography
Model Credit  :  Black Lizzie

Tonight will be a lesson in working with a fabulous curvy figure for bridal and classic boudoir!

I am not a size four.  Actually, since becoming pregnant with my son, I have gained weight and topped out at an uncomfortable size 16 shortly before giving birth.  I am back down to a slightly more tolerable weight and becoming comfortable with the permanent changes around my stomach and hips.  This leads me to some insecurities in my clothing choice and understanding when talking with boudoir clients about heir own bodies.

Tonight I want to discuss how boudoir can be even more wonderful when you have truly womanly curves to play with as you pose.  Hips should have a sway and legs ending in heels do much to make that happen.  But if you are a tall woman looking for the classic "poses on the bed" style of boudoir, there are great ways to primp and pose.  Remember to inform your photographer of what areas you are uncomfortable showing and work with them to plan how to show the parts you adore.

Most of all, make sure you choose bold colors.  Lingerie colors are a fantastic way to complement a figure or hide something you want to avoid.  Blues and purples dial up the most amazing view because they draw focus and accentuate the eyes of the subject in their own way.

And finally, I suggest that the most beautiful thing you can wear is your confidence.  I rarely take implied nude or true nudes when shooting. The fact that not all clients are confident being so exposed is something that makes very good sense.  Respecting their wishes means finding a ton of fun poses and ways to express seduction and beauty without ever having to remove a single stitch of silk or lace.  But for those brave enough to bare it all... remember that coy and confident women each have a charm all their own.

Beyond what you wear, how you pose can be the best line of defense against having nothing you like out of a boudoir session.  Each photographer will have their own unique shooting and editing style, but some will even have a few tricks up their sleeve when it comes to posing for your shape. My model for this set of examples has a wonderful pear-shape and uses it to her advantage.

One hint I do have for everyone nervous about people seeing "too much" is to remember that when a photographer lines up, you have the right to ask if everything is covered properly.  It seems basic, but taking just a moment to ask can make sure you like the look and reduce their work in post production.  This goes for busty women worried about a little too much hanging out when they tilt forward AND for the girls worried about anything unsightly peeking out from under a skirt.

If your photographer "shoots from above" they can complement wider pear and hourglass shapes with the right tilt.  This leads to the eye naturally flowing from the face to the cleavage, but can also put fun angles to use.  I refer here to the image above with our model in the sapphire selection; take a good look at how her legs and hands are placed.  If you bring the palm placement closer to the knee and shrug the shoulders up and forward, this pinches the chest to add cleavage.  If you bring the camera down and to one side, this becomes a great pose to complement an apple shape by focusing on eyes and lips over a coy shoulder shrug.  As it is currently posed, there is something inviting yet almost masculine about it, giving a fierce tone and showing off the bold choice of wrist accent.

Suggestion number two is one I keep as a pose for every client because of how it relaxes the face and neck.  I am talking here about the pose to the left, with legs up straight against a wall or crossed and knees bent on the bed, hanging the hair and top of head off of the bed or pose platform.  We naturally focus here on eyes, but by standing upright the photographer can play up curvy hips and stems.  I have this pose in several forms, but chose to change it here to show off shoes which match the eyes and add a touch of the "something blue" for our wedding theme.  Remember to narrow your profile by bringing arms in and bending elbows and wrists slightly.  Keep lips in a soft pout and give the camera eye contact to keep your viewer interested.

Finally, I refer here to the image at the very top.  Face it, a perfect way to make any album lovely is to keep it simple.  I could zoom in here and crop down to a headshot without the beauty of the model being lost.  She is not nude here, but the lack of lingerie is implied (hence the term)by the positioning of a prop.  This pose can also be done without the implied nude element if shapely details of clothing design are used.
 

Bedroom Eyes

Dyed my hair the other night.  I do this often, but this was my farewell to the color I have been using since shortly before getting pregnant in 2010.  I wanted to make sure I used up the last of the somewhat expensive dye products I had been using to keep from feeling guilty.  I normally use natural Red Henna mixed with lemon juice and grape-seed oil to produce a light red-blond, but have come to a point where I want to change that system.

This is one more step in the long process of changing my look and going back to the fun edge I had while in college and my early photography career in New York.  I enjoyed that time because I could let my clothing, hair and make-up choices really express my personality.  Having a corporate job often feels like I have to be less myself because everything must be "a natural look".  Somehow, nails polished with blue or purple will never be enough "self expression" in my wardrobe.

I'm an eye make-up addict.  I love the bright fire shades, something with oranges or reds can photograph beautifully even when the lighting is not stellar because of how the shades blend well over most skin tones. 

I bring all this up because the look of the photographer can be just as vital as the look of their images when presenting "the whole package" to potential clients.  This weekend I am going from working and photographing an event at the retail job, right to a boudoir sitting with a brand new client.  The party at my retail job is our Halloween celebration and I am going to be in a costume for that day.  The bring issue I have been facing is figuring out what to do about hair and make-up for this costume so that it will not be a problem when I then switch to being a professional at my sitting that evening. 

Boudoir make-up:  not my favorite image from this set, but good for today's purposes.

This goes into my next point, don't think you have to use a tone of make-up to achieve a great "bedroom" look for boudoir images.  There are some shades and colors that will allow you to use much less to achieve a wonderful look because of how they naturally work with the camera.  The idea is to draw attention either to eyes OR lips, and very dark colors on each with a pale face between is going to look even more vampy or clownish if lighting is off even a smidgen. 

Brown Mascara & Gold Eye Shadows.

Browns:

Please, PLEASE!  Remember that while it may dominate the shelves... black is not the only color of mascara and eye liner known to the cosmetics world.  Chocolate browns are wonderful on redheads and blonds because they are not nearly as harsh.  I suggest them for green eyed clients and really anyone who does not wear make-up in their day to day look because they blend well with softer shades.  

Golds:

If you have bronzed skin this can really work well to show off that glow without going very Jersey Shore.  You want to work with a golden brown around the brows and a honey tone gloss for the lips.  They make a dewy, natural look without being completely nude faced. 

Golds can also be amazing if you go for a mixture with other colors.  The addition of a gold shimmer over a deep blue, red, brown or even an olive green will enhance the iris perfectly.  Just a dash of shimmer at the corner of the eye is a fantastic way to add a touch of drama to an otherwise simple look.  A brush of very mild bronze or gold across the nose and cheeks can also enhance freckles on a lovely speckled complexion. 

Rose Pinks:

Rose & Chocolate Tones.

 If you are a pink addict or even just the kind of girl that wears make-up all the time then these are the kind of colors you should plan to use for your boudoir images.  Make sure you go for it all over too, a soft blush on the cheeks and from brow to lash should be enough if you do a deeper rose color for the lips.  Keep in mind that the brighter the lip, the softer your face pallet. 

Rose shades work on tones from the fairest to deeper honey shades; they are not great for ebony skinned ladies though. If you fall into this much darker world, I suggest a similar pattern of application with terracotta and brick reds.  Think of orange shades that have a brown tint to them, you want to go with a slightly muted tone that can bring up the fire and beauty in your face rather than a bold shimmer.

Slacker Moments... I Have Them Too!

I am a slacker right now.  I actually wrote this on Friday night and forgot to hit the button to post it.  I could re-write, but I will be leaving it because I admit when there is something I did wrong.

Close-up taken by my husband after I
returned from work the other day.

I should be on the phone letting tech support have a piece of my mind over the delays with posting the gallery from my most recent wedding, but I know that it will do absolutely nothing more than make me feel guilty for giving some already over worked peon even more of a headache for doing his/her job.  Instead, I have been doing laundry and enjoying some mindless reposting on facebook that sparked a number of discussion on woman's rights and the ability to use that repressed anger to it's maximum benefit at some times.

Now I am going to spend some time looking up ideas for a shoot with a model that I had to reschedule due to time demands from my day job.  I suppose demands is not the word to use, they were kind enough to offer extra work hours knowing I have said I am willing to take any shifts that others cannot fill, but it did mean I called my model to set for a new date.

I have an awesome model for this shoot, rare in that she is willing to do nude and implied nude work without worry that it will become part of my portfolio and might be eventually viewed by others.  Models often choose not to do nudes of any kind because they could be seen by future employers after being leaked, or just do not feel comfortable letting themself be photographed sans clothing.  I do no generally share anything I do with nude or implied nude shoots because it is not what I focus on in my portfolio. 

Akelis Studios Infant Portraits

I also want to continue my work with families and children.  Parents have the right to need to feel that their children are safe; something I completely understand as a mother with a baby that has a modeling portfolio of his own.  Child pornography is something I view as a plague on the world of creative works involving young models.  I usually limit my infant models to being diapered for the sake of my backdrops.  On occasion I will work with a cute baby bottom from an diaperless little monster, though that requires strict posing and editing for appropriate exposure.

This image is a moment where I could have skipped the diaper, but I also know that this little man will get up and run around in the nude.  For those paying attention, this is indeed my little boy.  He is one of my favorite test subjects when I have an idea for lighting or colors because he never has to force a smile.  Our home is filled with framed photos, baby albums, holiday photo momentous, and so many digital images that I could never imagine having them all in film format.

My son being a very cute model.

Bedroom Eyes

I intended to post after work and the toddler's bedtime last night.  Instead I ended up watching horror movies through my eyelids (snoring too) on the couch with the toddler and my husband decided to let me sleep.  I suppose I needed it if I was out so much that he couldn't wake me up to drag me to bed when it was his bedtime. 

Alright, back to work now.  Time to discuss the photos I posted on my pause the other day as well as more thoughts on boudoir and the use of depth in shooting some poses.  We will start with one of my favorites, shown here in monochrome though the color is equally impressive.  I am going for pose so color would be distracting since the lingerie is a startlingly bright shade of unashamed PINK that we picked first for the distraction and ended up giving us great teaching shots.   Thanks so much to the lovely Brooklyn who was my model for this test shoot and did a great job.

This pose is all about eye contact and getting the right light on the hair and face.  What you want to think about in this shot style is how to capture the model's pose without distortion from too much fore-shortening.  This means showing enough of the whole body to keep everything in proper perspective, making sure it does not seem like they are just a floating head/torso.  The second major focus needs to be on getting the right amount of light, which I must say took testing, shooting, moving stands for lights, re-shooting, moving again, re-shooting, and so one... all with a very patient model hold pose through the whole process.  The final lighting was finished in post-production and only required some work to fix a smudge on the backdrop and a bit of editing to the skin.

The rest of the session was focused on legs and getting some great "shape" with lights.  I worked mostly on shooting "Parts" of the model rather than her whole figure so I could get the best grasp of how to turn or move into the right spot to accentuate a fantastic figure.  I expressed before that my love for shoes is a special one, and this let me play on that passion for shoes while shooting.

This shot was inspired with a clearly topless one I saw online and wanted to work from for future boudoir shooting.  I was thinking about trying to get the focus on the legs rather than the bust-line, and wanted to bring the focus through the "motion" of the leg lift.  I think it worked well over all.  The hint of a topless figure from the hanging bra is there to help with the story telling, though the model was actually still wearing the lingerie top.

In this last shot I was going for shadows and a vintage feeling by working on a darker coloration.  My goal here was to keep the face in semi-shadow so we could see that contrast.  I adore the expression here too... something like a request but not a blatant "follow me to the bed" either.  I'm still not completely sold on this shot's success, but I got some solid moments out of it and a chance to work with a lovely up-and-coming model that has a great sense of humor when her photographer is a total klutz.

Deep Blue Eyes

I love when a boudoir shoot can give such great images that I am not looking at them later thinking about how I should have shifted her hand, or moved a bracelet, or changed a light position.  This was one of those shoots.  While not everything was a gem, I adore this shot.  It is one of the moments when I could have shot with my subject topless or completely nude and not even had to change a thing.

I always love shots like this in boudoir because they really focus on how much seduction there is in eye contact.  Keeping this outfit we went for a different type of eye contact and a pose that displays round faced subjects to their best potential.  I usually save this style of shot for late in an album when the intent is gifting a significant other.  contrast was the goal here, though I personally feel that a little more shadow or dark points would work to maximize this concept.

Then there is the idea of what happens when you choose to keep eyes closed, taking direct contact out of the story and keeping the mood low and warm.  The color choice for this shot and second outfit are of the model's selection, though I think the sky blue is helped with the coloration of her tattoo.  Here the focus is to invite the viewer into the image by letting the eye flow based on a change of color.

You may notice there I just made a statement that the photo is not perfect in my eyes.  I believe in admitting when improvement can be made and in this case the model is lovely but the artist side of my brain is focused on what to change and make better in the next shoot.  That is the only way I could ever improve, and I encourage everyone to look at their work and do the same thing.  At the moment I am booking boudoir less often and wishing to increase those sittings, and the best way to improve business is to raise the quality of your product.

Alright darlings, in the next two days I will post the second half on my list of favorite wedding photos.  I will also be updating some of my wedding images from this season, sharing favorites with all of you patient darlings.  Until then, keep improving and keep smiling!